New Moon

The waves of pain that had only lapped at me before now reared high up and washed over my head, pulling me under. I did not resurface.

I promise that this will be the last time you’ll see me. I won’t come back. I won’t put you through anything like this again. You can go on with your life without any more interference from me. It will be as if I’d never existed.

She just keeps saying "He’s gone.

Now and then I see something in her eyes, and I wonder if I’ve ever grasped how much pain she’s really in.

Well, I'm so sorry that I can't be the right kind of monster for you, Bella.

The part that kills me is that you already know. I already told you everything!